The September Fellowship Adventure 2018 Final Personal Notes and Thoughts.
Personal idiosyncrasy
- Democracy
- Respect to others
- Will
- Hope
- Positivism
- Teamwork
When I am playing Elvenar, I "choose" to work with other persons, I "choose" to be in an international Forum and I "choose" to be in a game in wich I can share my thoughts. Also I "choose" to play by the rules. And with those choices I am talking about respecting other person opinions, their personal thoughts, their will to help or to step aside, their hopes, feeling of happiness and that all will be amazing. The feeling of looking at your side and there is a comrade, a partner, a friend.
At the beginning of the adventure I have read those forums with concerns, ideas or hopes. I saw many concerns about the Fellowship Adventure, also I still have one that don't make me fanatic about the Adventures in the same way I am fan of the tourneys.
In tourneys I saw a change when I was part of my past fellowships compared to the one I am in this moment. It is simple to notice that in the tournaments all of us want to gain the blue print, a reward for our teamwork, something that you receive for being gaming among hobby friends.
That is my spirit with the Fellowship Adventure. Also a spirit to share a reward for our gaming experience that brings us fun.
But be sincere, all persons have the right to think, and the right to share their thoughts. Their right to be agree with one idea or another. And the real shape of Democracy is shown. If you think democracy is most of the beautiful things we have to share, but is chaotic. I can think or agree with an idea that others don't want. But we have to be respectfull with other persons thoughts, and also be respectfull with the opportunities we have in front.
In every Fellowship adventure I don't have the right to share my thought, "The reward still is not fair with the group effort" with the changes that we do to our cities. That is my personal thought.
What about other persons thoughts, hopes and wills?. I cannot say to others I will not do the adventure because of my personal thoughts. I really don't know what is thinking the other person. Maybe that comrade wants to gain the prize of every stage. Maybe he likes to be working as a teamember. Or even at the start, middle or end of the experience you will find that your thoughts were wrong as it happen in my personal case.
I thought that gaining "simple KP's" scrolls were a diminute thing. At the end I realized that with our tournament teamwork those scrolls added to those I have gained in the adventure help me to upgrade 1 level of an Ancient Wonder, also from level 12 to 13. that means that if someone had an ancient wonder with lower level; those scrolls help to do the same and more.
I have had an education to become an engineer, I am jealous sometimes of those that are more artistic because sometimes you see that they only say wat they want, and are happy when they do that. An artist simply want to express his feelings. I have to experience, think onece.. and think twice. Then give a result. Maybe I am a complex person because of that.
So as a result and resume of all of these paragraphs, I will never be conditioned again about the thoughts of other fellowships or persons outside our team with negative phrases, such as those I have read from various forums of elvenar. I am a very positive and happy person to be concearned with phrases of other persons against an event of a game I even fall more in love with it. And I am not falling into a fanatism; eventhough i have to be critic but respectfull not saying something could harm other person will, hope or happiness.
My hope is that someday the prize of a fellowship adventure could be so nice, (as we have noticed prizes have been improving) that we have the ways to gain those rewards with excellent communication, knowing what are our strengths weaknesses opportunities and threats as a team to complete our dreams.
I am a formed engineer; My formation don't let me lead by emotions of little momments. I have to remember two phrases from two of my unniversity proffesors:
"To find a solution you need these questions, What we have?, what we know? and the most important thing: What is the question?"
The question: I made was: Team do you want to do the Fellowship Adventure? With what I know and what we have it is easy to simply said. Ok "we will not do it"... and "the problem" is solved?
And the second Phrase comes from another question: What we have to do. to gain the Reward it is given to the first place in The Fellowship Adventures?
"An engineer only can be motivated by facts, not by emotions. You will lead persons with emotions, respect their emotions and give them solutions not problems, an engineer work is to find the posible way to imposible things, remember always the Wright Brothers, and fly!".
Well the same as the Wright brothers, in this fellowship, working so hard in our communication system, The matrix and our cooperativism, happiness, and teamwork I have felt the last time a flight of the Wright's, 16th place, between the first 20.
And this time besides our place; I noticed a very strong communication system and the only thing we need will be the positive idea that we can be in the first place. And it will come when the answer to the question: Team do "we" want to do the Fellowship Adventure? becomes.... "yes we want"
PD: I saw an attitude in my first 2 Fellowships that the Blue print seems unreachable, with the will of the Assassins Fellowship I saw in the chat a proposal, "Let's change the Team name to Always 10 Chest's." hehehe